I've lost

I've lost a girl who never loved me honestly..
But I can't stay in the world where she is not there for me..

I've lost a family which never trusted me..
but without their support I wouldn't be here..

I've lost a job which I didn't deserve..
I don't have the words to explain the pain here..

After all I've lost everything.. I don't see any reason for crying..

After all My dreamz shattered.. I don't see any reason for living..

Yes, Its true.. I am some one.. who really has no one..

google phone Interview..

After long long.. really long time..  

At last I got call from Google asking for a date for phone interview. 

I am just putting how it went and my feelings. Overall it was a great experience to me. 

In my engineering days,  I was always thinking about getting into deshaw. At the start of my fourth year I am into deshaw. After that, then I started thinking about "what next" ? 

hmmm...  here comes 'Google' into my mind. 

ha ha, do you think I am lying?  :D

Yes, I am.  To be honest, before google, I was thinking about my sweet 'Moon'.  I didn't know where she is, It was almost one and half year i talked to her.  If I tell everything about that branch of my life here, then this blog wont be enough and I dont have that many words to put :D .. Just leaving it... 

After some time… I started googling 'Google'.  As everyone knows, Its not easy to get into google.  But there is some hope (infact very little)  back in my mind. As a student i tried to apply for Google. After a week I got reply  kind of like this “We regret to inform you.. “.  I was not all disappointed because I already knew whats gonna happen.  

After few months, I added my internship at deshaw to the resume hoping that it will help.

This time, I thought let me take different way. I started searching for a google employee who can refer me. Somehow I got an HR manager contact and after few phone and chatting conversations I asked him to refer me.  He did all he can do, and I was waiting for reply.  Still the same reply “ We regret to inform you… “.  That HR manager asked me to give a try after getting couple of years of experience.

tbc---

My Way To De Shaw

If I remember correct it's on 10th August 2001 morning, when I first entered the Veda Institute(ofcourse to attend a class) I was searching for the classroom. Finally I asked the Security guard that 'where is 2nd year cse class'' , at the same time One person was walking beside me. He was neatly dressed, carrying an executive bag in his hand. The security guard said that " U Just follow him".
I thanked the Sec guard and i continued to walk behind that person. I entered the class and I saw that person's face. He was very young, and he was teaching very well and I asked my friend that 'What's his name'. My friend also dont know but told me that 'He got 8th rank in ECET this year'. At last I found his name as 'RAZA'.
I was really impressed with his teaching and talent. After that i decided "'I should also get under 10 rank". After one month I heard that he got Engg seat in Osmania University. Same thing, "I should also get into OU".
After spending two years in Veda, finally I wrote ecet exam.As expected i got 9th rank but i was not so happy after getting <10 rank because the OU seat is doubtful(only 1 seat is available).The luck is with me i got into OU with laots of ambitions.
I spent my first year of Engg with ease i.e didnt need to study hard. I entered second year by that time Raza got placed in De Shaw. ---------I thought "I should also get into De Shaw".
He left the college and joined company, and I entered third year. At the end of the year I realized that 'I didnt study for this whole year then how can i get placed'. I told myself 'Be Confident'. Then after I was preparing seriously.Preparaiton lasted for one month.
Finally our placements started. I started with Infosys but I couldnt clear written. After this exam my morale was down and Once again I told myself 'Be Confident'. After that I attempted Wipro, I got it. Next comes the De Shaw. Finally I got into De Shaw.

At the beginning You might have noticed the words of security guard " u just follow him".
I just followed the way of Raza to get into De Shaw.

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